Dear Momma

I feel like I dont say I love you enough..

I feel like I dont show I appreciate you enough..

I feel like I can't eva repay you for doin all that you've done for me.

I feel like without you I wouldn't be what I am today.

I feel like I owe you my life..

When I was young you read me stories an sang songs to put me ta sleep & did everything you could do ta make me better when I was sick.

Through all the drama I could always depend on you momma..

Even though I act crazy Ima be real an thank god that you made me..

You aint raise no fool so ima make it, an ima make you proud..

Mom I love you

Based Phenomenon, Cam Tidwell

Why

Why does the world spin & not stay still ? Why does it look like clouds are movin when your stand[in] still ? Why is the world at war ? Why are there kids starving in Africa and in 3rd world countries and we contunue to spend millions of dollars a day fighting a war that was not ours to fight ? Why is George Bush still in office ? Why is there poverty ? Why do niggas follow otha niggas instead of being themselves ? Why do we see eachotha as distant strangas an not brotha and sistas unda the sun. Why can't we be one big family ? Why does the government kill every black man with dreams of a better future ? I'm not wierd, I'M JUST CAM !

SHHHHH, ont say nuffin.. Think for a min, take a second.. Ont worry ill wait, now give me an honest answer to all of my questions if you can..

I'm Cam Joshua Damon Tidwell and I'm ma own person.. Fuck the dumb shit and games, i'm going to break the mold and be who I wanna be, not who the world wants me to be.

STAY POSITIVE !

Based Phenomenon, Cam Tidwell

Women

Women are the backbone of society.
Women devote themselves to men, their children, their dreams, their families, and their communities.
When do women actually have the time to stop and care for themselves. When do we degrade our women, hate our women .
We all came from a women, got our names from women and depend on our women.
Why are women constantly abused and dis-respected?
Mothers day isn't enough ! I think there should be a whole month out of the year devoted to women and all that they have gone through.
Why do women bare the blame for societies mistakes?
Why cant men be real to women, I mean we owe them that much.
Women cook, clean, bare children, raise children, deal with their own emotions and personal problems and they are still not apprciated the way that they should be.

I JUST WANT ANSWERS, WHO CAN ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?

Based Phenomenon, Cam Tidwell.

When I'm alone.

When I'm alone in my thoughts I often think about love, death, world peace, poverty, racism, equality,redemption, violence, ambition and richousness.When I'm alone I think of my uncle, I think of the struggle and I think of how the world would be if Dr. Martin Luther King and Malcolm X had not been assassinated. I wonder how we'd be if we were bought to the U.S. When I'm alone I think about the power a women has in society. I think of how pationate because of you. I know we don't always see eye to eye but know I love you, always will love you and I won't let you go.

Based Phenomenon, Cam Tidwell

The Oean

THE OCEAN IS OH SO BEAUTIFUL. THE
CURRENT IS SO UNPREDICTABLE, THE
WAVES HAVE NO RESTRICTIONS, THE
TIDE CAN BE THE STRONGEST
OBJECT OF POWER IN THE WORLD. IN
THE OCEAN THERE ARE NO RULES AND NO
GUIDELINES. THE FISH ROAM FREE, THE
THE BIRDS FLY HIGH WITH NO SPECIFIC
DESTINATION AND NO RULES TO ABIDE
BY. SOMETIMES I WISH I WAS AS FREE AS A
BIRD OR AS CARELESS AS A FISH IN THE
OPEN WATER. WHERE EVER LIFE WILL
TAKE ME, WHERE EVER I SHALL END
UP,WHERE EVER I SHALL BE DOESN'T
MATTER BECAUSE I SHALL FOREVER BE FREE

Based Phenomenon, Cam Tidwell.